Showing posts with label Cynthia. Show all posts
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Saturday, March 21, 2020

Connecting in times of Physical Distancing: Little Joys

Wait we already were physically distant...

But now it's heightened...As many of us are shuttered up at home due to trying to prevent the spread of COVID-19, PNC has been communicating mostly over What's App to keep in quick and supportive contact.  We were interested in keeping our process going but Cynthia is the only one actually able to make dances right now due to other obligations like writing and a kid.

So we decided to give Cynthia idea invitations to make movement.  So, here goes....


I am inspired by Sandra's facebook and Instagram posts.
Sandra has been posting beautiful photos that she titles "Little Joys" that show the scenic beauty and details around her her home and out her window, in appreciation of being where we are.

Cynthia, make some movement inspired by Sandra's photos!

Anyone else who wants to join, post a link to your video in the comments... we would also love to see folks’ own “little joys” photos-a nice way to join if you don’t consider yourself a mover

Cynthia's movement response:




Sandra's photo that Cynthia responded to:

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Other "Little Joys" photos from Sandra:

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Wednesday, May 22, 2019

Spectators Watching "The Vision of Salome"

Today Shy and I developed some material consisting of different spectators watching an invisible Maud Allan dance The Vision of Salome.  Currently, we're imagining that there would be spotlights that fade in and out so that certain spectators are highlighted at different times, with some overlap between the characters.  Each of us would play two different characters: Verna, an aristocratic white guy, a desiring South Asian femme, and a disgusted South Asian femme.  We would probably extend the desiring South Asian femme section to make it overlap more with the disgusted femme at the end.

Password for all: "Maud"

Cyn as Tophat Guy

Shy as Verna
Cyn as Desiring Femme (inspired by Babli!)

Shy as Disgusted Femme
Here's the script for when each character appears in relation to the text:
[Tophat] To Maud Allan, swaying like a passion flower in the last steps of the Seven veils, a giant negro brought upon a great salver Jokanaan.  [Verna joins] Her eyes half closed, the dancer raised by its dank hair the ghastly prize of Herodias’ daughter.  She leaned towards its lips.  Gently the severed head touched her wrists, and there shot through her a terrible tremor, a shivering of the soul.  [Tophat fades] Upon her white flesh were the stains, dark crimson clots.  [Verna fades, Desiring Femme starts] It was blood.  Her body rigid as though carved in marble, the dancer slowly forced her eyes to the face she held aloft.  It was the face of a man not long since dead.  (Disgusted femme starts). As one from whom life passes very quickly, she crumpled to the floor. (Desiring femme fades) From her hands dropped the head.  It rolled upon her breast and fell beside her, leaving upon her white body a crimson trail.

Friday, May 10, 2019

Letters to Maud from Verna and from Cynthia


Here's a letter based on a compilation of actual letters from Verna Aldrich.  I found it hard to draw from the full gamut of her writings and represent the full complexity of their relationship while still having it be a convincing letter, since their relationship changed so much over time (from worshipful to resentful of Maud's taking advantage of her).  This is from a more worshipful moment.

Darling Maudie
Well, I have had an anxious few days trying to get news of you-and I feel quite exhausted. This evening I got the cable and it is some reassurance -- I can't imagine you having gallstones -- you never have had. Maudie dear, I didn't know how much I love you until I heard you were critically ill. Now take of yourself and don't do anything startling, go easy.

I know how hard it all is but you must be brave and carry on like my little soldier.  You have had a wonderful life-and more than all else you are a wonderful person yourself and you must not let a feeling of pity and lethargy overwhelm the real, fine brain that is down under all this trouble-I don't mean your fame and all that greatness-but every bit of you I have known has shown a great, marvellously lovely character-and I want that to come out. Darling, you don't think I would have loved you all these trying, worrying years if you had just been a vain shallow creature-there is something in you that is great and lovely-that overcomes! That is not mastered by circumstances but masters circumstances. Now, my Maudie must overcome the circumstances of the day! The little girl in you must not be afraid to cry-she must be great! You have a definite work to do, now do it!

Yours always,
Verna

 
Dear Maud,
This was supposed to be a love letter.
            At first I was fascinated and a little horrified by you: by your unapologetic sensuality, your skin, your queerness, your blatant Orientalism, this aura of the “Cult of the Clitoris” that smolders around your image. 
            But the more I came to know about you, the less I liked you.  I was irritated that you fell into the trap of suing Billings for libel – for the unthinkable charge of being a woman-loving woman – resulting, of course, in the destruction of your career.  But more than that, I hated how you treated Verna, your loving and devoted partner, using and abusing her, demanding that she maintain those palatial quarters with money neither of you had, how you kept her under your thumb, how you explicitly went against her request and asked her relatives for money, compromising her relationship with her family.  I wonder how your relationship with Verna was affected by your relationship with Margot Asquith, the prime minister’s wife, who funded those quarters for twenty years before stopping.  I hated that you were a liar and a leech and a manipulator.  I understand changing your name to escape the infamy of your brother’s murder trial, but pretending that your parents were highly educated doctors in your autobiography?  Manipulating the press the way you did?  Your life is this nightmarish mix of the tabloids and conspiracy theories, from your brother drawing and quartering women in the church to your entanglement with the non-existent Black Book coupling gays, Germans, Jews, and the highest echelons of power in England during WWI.  It feels, so weirdly, like the fake news of today, the contingency and precarity of truth, the inability to tell what is real.
            So where does desire come into play?  What possible pleasure can I take in thinking and dancing about you?  How do I make a piece that wants to be about women reclaiming desire for other women, about queer pleasure, about flipping the script with a wink and a naughty glance, when all I feel for you is disgust and revulsion?  How can spending time with you be generative, life-giving, fun, sexy?
            In South Indian bhakti there’s a tradition of the ninda stuti.  It’s a weird, wonderful, counter-intuitive move whereby you basically trash-talk god, and it’s a form of devotion.  Devotion through hatred and enmity. 
            So here is my invocation:
May I disrespect you. 
May I take liberties with you. 
May I misrepresent you. 
May I seek revenge on your image.  
May there be pleasure in taking you down a notch. 
May there be pleasure in imagining you as you never were.
Let this piece be my ninda stuti to you.

With queer disgust,
Cynthia

QUESTIONS:
-Would this be compelling to read either of these letters to audience members one-on-one?  What do they add to the existing material?  Do they succeed in bringing out queerness and queer desire?
Re: my letter:
-I think it's too long -- suggestions for places to cut?  Maybe this line: "I wonder how your relationship with Verna was affected by your relationship with Margot Asquith, the prime minister’s wife, who funded those quarters for twenty years before stopping."
-The paragraph about desire -- while I think it works within the letter itself -- runs the risk of telling the audience what the piece is about before they see it.  Thoughts?
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Monday, March 11, 2019

Performing Maud, Performing the Spectator (Zoom Meeting)

We had a fun Zoom meeting where we did some very raw improvisations using the reviews of Maud Allan's performance, rotating the roles of dancer/reader/spectator.  After each improvisation, the spectator did a movement playback of the dancer's improvisation.

Password for all: Maud
Cyn improv

Shy playback
Shy improv

Babli playback
Babli improv
Cyn playback



We also did three improvisations to the same texts in which we performed as a spectator, rather than as Maud Allan herself.  For mine, I ended up switching between the spectator and Maud a bit.

Cyn as spectator
Babli as spectator
Shy as spectator

Wednesday, March 6, 2019

Sounding the Spectator, Part II

For my study, I recorded more reviews of Maud Allan's "Vision of Salome" to different Orientalist music.  I put out a call on social media for music suggestions (with so many responses!) -- some of these are drawn from people's recommendations.

Richard Strauss' "Dance of the Seven Veils" (possibly the original music that Maud Allan danced to):

"Miserlou" (suggested by Meiver De La Cruz)

Duke Ellington's "Caravan" (suggested by Beto Gonzalez)
https://drive.google.com/file/d/1QnmwcVxsIBNjTUgc85cFFCd0AE5PExK7/view?usp=sharing

One quick sound note -- I'd like to re-record the Strauss recording at a different level this so my voice doesn't clip, but I didn't have time. 

I'm pretty open to any kind of feedback, but here are some questions in case you find that useful.
Questions:
(1) How do the text and music relate in each example? 
(2) Any feedback on how I read the reviews? 
(3) What do you make of the range of music?  What kind of sequence would you put these in (including the recording with Lakme I did last time)?
(4) What possible staging/performance/embodied possibilities do you see for this audio?  How would you connect the recordings to the other material we've developed thus far?

Here are all the music suggestions people gave.  Since I was recording text over the music, I generally found that songs with lyrics were hard to work with -- this eliminated most of the pop songs and musicals.

Music Suggestions:
Meiver De La Cruz: "The most re-recorded and abused oritalist piece is “Miserlou” (of Pulp Fiction fame). I have used it in performance and it’s very recognizable and effective.
It’s originally a Greek song about an Egyptian girl whom is “sweet.”"

Yiman Wang: music from Anna May Wong's films
Rebeca Hernandez: Shakira, "Ojos Así"
Joan Titus: Verdi's Aida, Borodin’s In The Steppes of Central Asia, Debussy’s Estampes, “Pagodes” (first mvt), Puccini's Madama Butterfly and Turandot, Rimsky-Korsakov's Scheherazade, Rodgers and Hammerstein's “Bali Hai” from South Pacific
Beto González: Duke Ellington's "Caravan"  
Ozgur Basak Alkan: Istanbul Constantinople
Sabrina Hamilton: SAIGON (old radio drama)
Heather Rastovac: "I Wanna See You Bellydance" 
Sarah Orem: Selena Gomez, "Come and Get It"
Arushi Singh: Iggy Azalea, "Bounce"
Amy Smith: Jaya Lakshmi and Ananda Yogiji
Gunter Acer: Vico Torriani - Cafe Oriental 1961
Sander Roscoe Wolff: Talking Heads, "Listening Wind"; The Mikado
Loren Nerell: The Vapors, "Turning Japanese"
Ilaan Mazzini: "Little Brown Gal"
Olivia Samad: Madonna, "Shanti Ashtangi"
Alyssa Stover: Rodgers and Hammerstein’s “The King and I”
Claire Pamment: Char-Lee Chann, "CHU CHIN CHOW"

 

Sunday, February 10, 2019

Sounding the Spectator

For my study, I did a sound recording of the text of one of the reviews of Maud Allan's performance of The Vision of Salome from The Labour Leader.   

Here is one take of just my voice:

Here is another take, where my voice is accompanied by the music from another Oriental dancer's work, Ruth St. Denis' "Delirium of Senses," the culmination of her choreography, Radha


It would have been interesting to use the actual music from A Vision of Salome, but I haven't been able to nail down what that was yet.  Some say that she danced to original music by Belgian composer Marcel Remy; others claim that it was an arrangement by Remy of Strauss' "Dance of the Seven Veils."   See, for instance, Clair Rowden's "Whose/Who's Salome?: Natalia Trouhanowa, A Dancing Diva" (Ashgate Publishing, 2013, 75).

Here are a couple links for prop/costume ideas:
pearls: https://www.amazon.com/Zivyes-Fashion-Pearls-Necklace-Accessories/dp/B06ZYZFXZS/ref=sr_1_2?ie=UTF8&qid=1548740578&sr=8-2&keywords=pearls+costume+jewelry
severed head: https://www.amazon.com/Forum-Novelties-Severed-Halloween-Haunted/dp/B01LOUWV74/ref=sr_1_8?ie=UTF8&qid=1548740803&sr=8-8&keywords=severed+head

QUESTIONS:
(1) What is your emotional or visceral response to my reading?  Is it too over the top?  What kind of person do you imagine me to be (personality, gender, class, etc.)?
(2) How might you imagine this material staged / embodied / performed?  How would the audience be involved in that?
(3) Which version do you prefer, and why?
(4) Other thoughts?

Tuesday, September 18, 2018

a pearl poem

For my exploration, I decided to do some writing on pearls. Below is a poem I wrote, followed by a less structured free association that I'm sharing in case some of the images are inspiring.

salt and lustre
you started as an irritant
not a grain of sand
but an early trauma
bruising the fleshy lips of your inner mantle
or a parasite
that would sicken and rot your soft innards
I enclose you
in calcium carbonate and nacre
a defense against harm
an immune system response
the princess and the pea


humans pry us open with sharp knives
throw us away on great piles
flesh rotting in heat and sun
protective shells forced open
searching for that rare pearl
evidence of trauma made luminous


they pluck out our sheen
place us in crowns and scepters
sort our hurts by size and color and lustre
women string us around their necks
with their matching sweater sets
men slurp out our innards
tasting the sea


Maud Allan adorned herself
in flesh and pearl
white flesh and white pearl
asking to be opened up
tasted
the salt and lustre of hurt


(free association on pearls)
the pearly gates nacre iridescent lustre layers calcium carbonate what a pearl pearl milk tea tits n ass boba anal beads sexy excretions feminine stolen from mollusk inserting a plastic bead into your fleshy mantle loving admiring exotifying your hurts your defense mechanisms your way of healing

Wednesday, September 12, 2018

Real Life or Fake News? Glimpses into Maud Allan's Tabloid-like Life

For this round, I decided to do some research on Maud Allan’s life.  I was most interested in learning more about the queer aspects of her life, both personally and in the context of the infamous “Cult of the Clitoris” case.  My partial trip down this research rabbit hole was, well, pretty trippy.

Reading about Maud Allan’s life was like reading the tabloids, but from the early 1900s.  Super sensationalistic.  Most of what I’m going to summarize below is based on Philip Hoare’s book, Oscar Wilde's Last Stand: Decadence, Conspiracy, and the Most Outrageous Trial of the Century, as well as Lucy Bland’s book chapter, “Trial by Sexology: Maud Allan, Salome and the ‘Cult of the Clitoris’” case in the book, Sexology in Culture.  I apologize that I’m not as thorough with citations as I’d like to be – please don’t quote anything in this blog post.

Maud Allan was born Beulah Maude Durrant.  Many folks believe that part of the reason that she changed her last name was because her brother Theo was involved in a high profile murder case.  He was convicted of killing two white women, Minnie Williams (23 yrs) and Blanche Lamont (21 yrs) who were discovered naked in the Baptist church that the Durrant family attended on April 13, 1895.  One was hacked to death, and the other was laid out as if for a medical exam (Theo had attended medical school, but later had an illness that the press termed “brain fever”  (Hoare 66).  Theo was sentenced to death by hanging, and according to the press, his mother, Isabella, kissed her son’s lips in public right after his death (Hoare 69).  There were rumors of mother-son incest that circulated.

A common interpretation is that this traumatic event served as an inspiration for Allan’s later work, The Vision of Salome, whereby Salome kisses the lips of John the Baptist after he has been beheaded – this aligns with Oscar Wilde’s interpretation of Salome as in love with John the Baptist in his play, Salome, based on the biblical story.  According to Hoare, Isabella, wrote her daughter Maud: “You have an opportunity that you must not overlook, for in it lies your whole future success.  Your sorrow with your personality ought to give your playing a charm that cannot be taught.  Now doen’t lose the opportunity to allow the public to judge what you can do” (69).  Hoare interprets these words as Isabella advising her daughter to take advantage of family trauma in order to inspire her performance career (69).

Both the changing of Maud Durrant’s last name to Allan and her moving to Europe to establish her career seem related to an attempt to escape the sensational nature of her brother’s murder.  My impression is that Allan was quite conscious of shaping her own public image and willing to reshape the truth (i.e., lie) to suit her needs.  For example, in her autobiography, My Life and Dancing, she says that her parents were educated doctors, which was not the case.

She originally moved to Berlin to train as a concert pianist (some reviewers compared her to Isadora Duncan, but with greater musicality) and eventually ended up in England.  Her early prolific performances of The Vision of Salome later led to being invited to perform the title role of Wilde’s play, Salome, in 1918.  This would lead to the controversial “Cult of the Clitoris” trial that contributed to the downfall of her career.

To back up for a moment and provide some context, England was in the depths of WWI at the time, and as a result, there was strong anti-German sentiment in the air.  Politicians suspected of being pro-German, such as Allan’s friends and patrons, the Asquiths (the former prime minister and his wife), were vilified by other politicians.  Moreover, foreignness – and specifically Germanness – were associated with homosexuality and elite decadence, in part due to the early work of German sexologists as well as the cabaret scene.  Allan’s sensual Orientalist performances, with her almost nude body covered in little more than pearl beads, fit into this world.  She was also suspected of being a lover of Margot Asquith, who funded her palatial living quarters for twenty years.  It seems well documented that Allan had romantic and sexual relationships with people of varied genders, including her assistant and secretary, Verna Aldrich.

To return to the “Cult of the Clitoris” trial, an MP named Noel Pemberton Billing (a former actor who invented “flying boats” and who ran on a platform of airpower for England, so that its air-force would be as strong as its navy had been historically) published an article, “The 47,000” that was essentially a conspiracy theory in his newspaper, The Imperialist (formerly The Vigilante).  Based on information given by Capt. Harold Spencer, an American who had been discharged from the military due to mental illness, this article claimed that there was a black book with 47,000 names of powerful highly connected British subjects, ranging from politicians to other kinds of elite, who were vulnerable to blackmail by the Germans because they were homosexual.  (It was suggested at the trial that Margot Asquith was in this book.)  A good dose of anti-Semitism infects the anti-German, homophobic stew, since evidently a powerful Jewish cabal working behind the scenes is responsible for much of this.  I haven’t been able to locate the full original article, but here’s a taste: "There exists in the cabinet noire of a certain German prince a book compiled by the Secret Service from the reports of German agents who have infested this country for the past 20 years, agents so vile and spreading debauchery of such a lasciviousness as only German minds could conceive and German bodies execute."  Shortly thereafter, Billing published a short enigmatic paragraph related to the performance of Wilde’s Salome (which was to be performed privately, in part because biblical stories couldn’t be performed publicly): 

"The Cult of the Clitoris
To be a member of Maud Allan's private performances in Oscar Wilde's Salome one has to apply to a Miss Valetta, of 9 Duke Street, Adelphi, W.C. If Scotland Yard were to seize the list of those members I have no doubt they would secure the names of several of the first 47,000."

In response, Maud Allan sued Billing for libel – basically, because his article accused her of being a lesbian, since only lesbians or medical doctors would know what a clitoris was.  The trial was something of a circus, highly attended and covered in the press.  Similarly to Wilde’s libel trial a couple decades earlier, Allan ended up being trial for her queerness, even though she was the one who brought the suit.  Billing basically argued that his article wasn’t libel because it was true.  The earlier trial of her brother was brought as “evidence” that sexual perversion ran in the family.  A key witness, Eileen Villiers-Stuart, who was also Billing’s mistress, perjured herself by claiming to have seen the Black Book firsthand when she had not (there was never any evidence that the Black Book was real); she went on to claim that the names of both Margot Asquith and the judge presiding over the case were in the book.  Billing was found not guilty, and Allan’s career never fully recovered from the negative press.

There’s more interesting stuff to excavate from Allan’s life – notably that she toured India and more on her own same-sex relationships – but that’s what I’ve got to share for now.  One major takeaway I had was the importance of press and publicity: both the rampant fake news of the era and the importance of shaping one's self image in a way that feels resonant with today's social media saturated world.  It strikes me that the way we use the camera and media could be informed by this.



Sunday, September 9, 2018

Reviews of Maud Allan's performances

Here is some primary source material, gathered from Philip Hoare's book, Oscar Wilde's Last Stand: Decadence, Conspiracy, and the Most Outrageous Trial of the Century, which is about Maud Allan's unsuccessful libel suit against MP Noel Pemberton Billing.  His citations are not always complete, so I am not always clear as to a specific newspaper, writer, or date.  If I'm able to track them down, I'll add them in.

Reviews of The Vision of Salome and Oscar Wilde’s Salome

On The Vision of Salome:
“It is as if a wildly jerking sensuality were driving into the slender body, as if it began to blossom and swell forth and glow through her skin…In naked sensuality, her body calculating, she meets the eyes of Herod; the rhythm of her motion accelerates; she knows what she wants, and suddenly in its grisly horror the head of the prophet is handed her from the cistern.  With the natural motions of the wild ash she dances Salome, the demivierge of the perverse instincts, gaze now focused on the pale head in heated ecstasy.  Wildly she revolves her head in jerking madness; her eyes and fingers groping in the cramps of love, they fastasise about unheard-of desires; shame seems to have vanished from her perspiring body; one draws back from the flame of this passion.  Finally abrupt shock overcomes her, freezes her motion, forces her to lay aside the dead head and to be paralysed in the numb pose of nameless self-disgust” (a review of a performance in Prague, cited by Hoare, 74)

“To Maud Allan, swaying like a passion flower in the last steps of the Seven veils, a giant negro brought upon a great salver Jokanaan.  Her eyes half closed, the dancer raised by its dank hair the ghastly prize of Herodias’ daughter.  She leaned towards its lips.  Gently the severed head touched her wrists, and there shot through her a terrible tremor, a shivering of the soul.  Upon her white flesh were the stains, dark crimson clots.  It was blood.  Her body rigid as though carved in marble, the dancer slowly forced her eyes to the face she held aloft.  It was the face of a man not long since dead.  As one from whom life passes very quickly, she crumpled to the floor.  From her hands dropped the head.  It rolled upon her breast and fell beside her, leaving upon her white body a crimson trail.  So was the dancer Maud Allan taught that it is not well to jest with a Noble of Hungary.” (an American paper, cited by Hoare, 74)

“…Miss Allan is such a delicious embodiment of lust that she might win forgiveness with the sins of her wonderful flesh.  With her hot mouth parched for kisses the impeccable saint had refused to give her, she lures an invisible Herod to grant her fiendish prayer.  In the very height of her furious exaltation at winning her request, the change comes.  Before her rises the head she has danced for, and the lips that would not touch her in life she kisses again and again.”  (Alfred Butt, publicity for The Vision of Salome, all copies later destroyed, cited by Hoare 76)

“a reincarnation of the most graceful and rhythmic forms of classic Greece…in The Vision of Salome her writhing body enacts the whole voluptuousness of Eastern femininity” (The Observer, cited by Hoare 77)

“One moment she is the vampire…next she is the lynx.  Always the fascination is animal-like and carnal…Her slender and lissome body writhes in an ecstasy of fear, quivers at the exquisite touch of pain, laughs and sighs, shrinks and vaults, as swayed by passion…She kisses the head and frenzy comes upon her.  She is no longer human.  She is a Maenad sister.  Her hair should be disheveled, her eyes bloodshot.  The amazing crescendo ceases, she falls to the ground a huddles yet wondrously beautiful mass…London has never seen such a graceful and artistic dancing.  It is of a magical beauty.  But the beauty is magic; and the magic is black and insidious.”  (The Labour Leader, cited by Hoare 77)

“She dances like a revivalist preacher and makes as many converts…It would be stupid not to admire the character which has brought about so great a success.  But it would be just as stupid to mistake this American ‘grit’ and ‘bluff’ for beautiful art.”  (Christina Marshall in The Academy, cited by Hoare 78.  The Academy was a magazine of Lord Alfred Douglas, former lover of Oscar Wilde, who later converted to Catholicism, repudiated Wilde and testified against Maud Allan at the libel trial.)

On Oscar Wilde's Salome:
“…a bizarre melodrama of disease…One may admit its atmosphere though it is an atmosphere people who are healthy and desire to remain so would do well to keep out of…One is reminded of some richly jeweled watch that does not go…At the same time, high praise is due…to Miss Maud Allan for her excellent reproduction of the symptoms of Salome” (G.E. Morrison, Morning Post, review of Wilde’s Salome.  The Post supported Billing’s campaign.  Cited by Hoare 97)

“We cannot in the least share in the view that Salome is ‘not an impure work.’  This view was very emphatically expressed by Mr. J.T. Grein in his brief speech at the close of the Independent Theatre private performance on Friday afternoon.  We think that, on the contrary, Salome is a very impure work.  It is impure in its theme – the explicity carnal desire of the daughter of Herodias for Jokanaan the Prophet, otherwise John the Baptist.  It is even more impure in its atmosphere, which is charged with a sickly voluptuousness.  A decadent literary art would scarcely go farther than the gaudy harlotry of words in which Salome is set out.  If there were anything of the tragic spirit behind it, if there were any psychology of character, the manner, while it could not be overlooked, might perhaps be borne with.  But the late Oscar Wilde, though an adroit writer of showy, insincere comedies of modern society, had no perception of tragedy….Salome is little more than a mass of luscious verbiage, with the adjective doing most of the work…rouged and painted like a courtesan’s face…very repellant to a healthy taste…This kind of stuff has no relation to art.  It is animalism, or worse; for animals have their decencies.  As a study in decadent expression, and also from the personal point of view as a human document, Salome is interesting in the library, but it is not fitted for stage representation.” (Bernard Weller, The Stage, review of Wilde’s Salome, cited by Hoare 97-8)


“In her acting as Salome she seemed to feel more than she could express, and her elocution was very faulty.  To the suggestion that Salome is only a child influenced by the first stirrings of puberty, Miss Allan did not lend any support.  Her Salome, on the contrary, suggested a passionate woman, and this reading is of course the only one consistent with the text.” (Bernard Weller, The Stage, review of Wilde’s Salome, cited by Hoare 98)

Reference: Hoare, Philip.  1997.  Oscar Wilde's Last Stand: Decadence, Conspiracy, and the Most Outrageous Trial of the Century.  New York: Arcade Publishing.

Monday, August 13, 2018

Salomé: a score for one performer and one audience member


Here is a score I came up with in response to the question: "How are we asking the audience to participate in desire?" I decided to compose an interactive audience-performer score that was based on the five senses.

Salomé: a score of sensuality for one performer and one audience member
Ask the audience member, preferably a femme, to close their eyes.
Explore how the audience member smells.
Pass a flower or small container of essential oil under their nose (preferably whichever flowers the honey-bees feed on). If using a flower, tuck it behind their ear.
Ask them to open their mouth. Feed them a spoonful of honey, or if you’re feeling up for it, dip your finger in honey and have them suck on it.
Whisper the first line of the Salome publicity to the audience member, starting with one ear and finishing with the other: “The pink pearls slip amorously about her bosom and throat as she moves, while the long strand of pearls that floats from the belt about her waist floats languorously apart from her smooth hips.”
Ask the audience member to open their hand, palm up. Place a strand of pearls in their hand, holding the end. Then slowly drag it up their arm, throat, and place it around their neck.
Ask the audience member to open their eyes. Perform Sandra’s abhinaya study, addressing the audience member as if they are Maud Allan.

Here is the feedback that I received about the score during our Post Natyam meeting (MM = Meena, SC = Sandra, SM = Shyamala, CL = me):

I appreciate:
MM: Full sensory experience: taste, eyes, nose, touch.
Shy: I love the way the whispering moves from one ear to the other ear. And I also was appreciating that it first grounds the performer to appreciate how the audience member smells. Makes it more mutual.
MM: whispering like an old school panning of sound from one ear to the ear.
SM: The whispering could mimic the movement of a string of pearls around a neck

I wonder:
MM: I wonder where this can happen?
CL: I wonder how I choose the audience member
MM: I wonder about gender pronouns?
SC: I wonder where other audience members are at the same time
MM: I wonder about intimacy and where the boundaries are
CL: I wonder about consent
SM: I wonder about privacy and viewing. I was curious if the other audience members are privy to this experience or if it is totally private? (is it seen from outside, or on projection, or totally private?)
SM: I wonder how many people get to experience the one on one experience?
CL: I wonder how much discomfort vs comfort is desired? Is the goal to keep it a comfortable, consensual interaction of queer intimacy, or is it to make them feel objectified and uncomfortable, or something in between?
MM: I wonder about the racial dynamics
SC: There’s something racialized about eliciting a sensual experience that I’m wondering about (Asian woman as seductress, or as a helper/liberator who helps someone else discover their own sensuality/sexuality)
CL: I wonder if all of us do the score at the same time to different audience members?

Tuesday, November 7, 2017

Saalach | San Lorenzo split screen video

Here's a split screen version of Sandra's and my videos that were created in response to my Mixing Waters poem.  I edited it on the train from Munich to Salzburg, so it's a border-crossing edit!

password: split
Saalach | San Lorenzo from Cynthia Ling Lee on Vimeo.

Questions:
a) Babli's video is a little grainier/noisier than mine -- would it be better to reshoot her video with my phone, or to leave it as is?  (I uploaded a compressed version of the split screen video to make the upload faster, so the overall picture quality is a little degraded, but the difference between our two videos is still comparable).
b) What do you think of the sound and text?  Originally I was going to intercut our voices as in the original poem, but I kind of liked the overlap that occurred when I just overlaid the two soundtracks, so I only adjusted things slightly.
c) Any other responses -- things you particularly liked, that you would suggest changing, etc.

Monday, October 30, 2017

Border Sawal Jawab - refilmed!

Here's a new version of Border Sawal Jawab, shot by Meena and performed by Shy and myself.

Border Sawal Jawab from Cynthia Ling Lee on Vimeo.

Friday, October 6, 2017

Cyn's Creative Response 6.2

I got inspired by Babli's assignment #6 to modify my choreography of the San Lorenzo portion of my Mixing Waters poem.  This version is framed for the camera (though I was using my phone, so it was hard to get the perfect angle) and integrates objects from the river.  I filmed two versions, one in front of the windows and one against a plain white wall.

password for both: SL
Version 1:
Mixing Waters Poem: San Lorenzo from Cynthia Ling Lee on Vimeo.

Version 2:
 
Mixing Waters: San Lorenzo from Cynthia Ling Lee on Vimeo.

Questions:
(1) Which of these two do you prefer, and why?  (Personally, I'm kind of bothered by my reflection in the windows version, and the way the white wall keeps changing color throughout in the second.)
(2) What do you enjoy about this version as opposed to the more full-bodied dance version I did?
(3) How might you see this work -- or the dancey one -- integrated with Sandra's study?  How do you imagine them living in the context of the larger "Back to the Beautiful" installation?
(4) Other thoughts?

Friday, September 22, 2017

Cyn's Creative Response #6

Here's the movement I came up with for my half of the "Mixing Waters: Saalach and San Lorenzo" poem.  It's fairly heavily based on the movement remix that Shy and I co-choreographed during our one day LA residency.  I left some silence in places so there would be room for the other half of the poem.  Also, for the last movement, I originally meant to do the action where my arms disappear in my T-shirt, but I wore the wrong T-shirt and it was really awkward, so I did the erasing movement instead.

Mixing Waters - San Lorenzo from Cynthia Ling Lee on Vimeo.

password: mixed

Also, for reference, here's the full poem.
FEEDBACK: I'm pretty much open to any thoughts y'all might have, particularly how this might fit in the context of the larger "Back to Beautiful" project.

Sunday, August 13, 2017

Borders Resurfacing: River Freewrite

August 9, 2017, 1:50 pm, San Lorenzo Park.

the sun beats down without breeze, legs too warm in sweatpants, tiny yellow amaranth seeds clinging to my shins, evidence of where I’ve been.  the rapid sound of Spanish: I look up and see two men rolling by on their bicycles, chatting as they ride.  I wanted to walk along the river today, not on the raised concrete paths and pedestrian bridges like freeways that shuttle more privileged bodies above working class POC communities, but close enough to touch the water. 

I hate myself a little now, how my skin pulls and shrinks away as I sit on the dried up grass next to a homeless encampment in this city park.  how easily I empathize with the Chinese who once lived here, who were once seen as trash, unwanted, dirty, littering the riverbanks, and how hard it is for me to exhale and relax on this riverbank where people make their home.  I unpeel my burrito, and the salt overwhelms my mouth, lips and face purse tightly, unable to taste anything but discomfort.

the signs warned me not to leave the paved path, but I ventured among the late summer plants, green and dried out and taller than me.  deep purple brushes rising with strong straight spines, small pale bursts of lavender and white, a glory of dandelions.  the insects were huge: giant fireflies buzz-sailing through the brush, a miracle of a yellow butterfly so close to my head.  ducks with brown tufted heads and drab bodies, dipping and feeding, tail-feathers in the air.  I was alarmed at how low the water was after just one week: rocks exposed in the riverbed, resembling the Salaach more now.  the strange phenomenon of the current flowing both ways, a two lane watery highway around a rocky divider.  traces of people, but uglier than the stray crushed can and burnt rocks of refugee fires at the Salaach.  a stray black shoe with a sensible heel.  newspapers.  cardboard arranged carefully as a bed.  shampoo and juice bottles and cans of chicken soup.  faded sweat shorts, wadded up and dusty with river sand.  a pair of sturdy black sneakers, placed carefully in the shade of a shrub.  and a book with a red cover: North Toward Home.

whom do we think of as disposable, as dirt?  migrant bodies, homeless bodies, refugee bodies?  as I tread through the plant-life, causing small quivers tremors disturbances beneath my feet, picking my way between mud and slime and scrappy wildflowers, what keeps me from seeing this river -- and its people -- as beautiful? 


Wednesday, August 2, 2017

Cynthia's Creative Response #4: Borders Resurfacing

For my creative response, I created a water ritual score, which could be done by an audience member or another artist.

Water Ritual Score: Confluence

(1) Gather some water from a local body of water, preferably one that has personal, geopolitical, or historical resonance.
(2) Hold your bottle of Salaach river water in your hands.  As you hold it, notice what images come up -- of natural beauty, personal memories, news images, etc.
(3) Hold your container of local water in your hands, again noticing what images come up.
(4) Pour the two vessels of waters into one container.  As you do so, imagine the histories, memories, and images of the two bodies of water mixing, meeting, blending, and submerging in each other.
(5) Use the mixed waters to nourish a plant, either indigenous to this soil or a migrant plant (transplant).
(6) Watch the plant grow and continue to care for it.


I did this score myself with water from the San Lorenzo River, which as you all know, was formerly the site for the last Chinatown in Santa Cruz, and water from the Salaach, the border between Austria and Germany in Salzburg.  

(1) Gathering Water


 (2) Salaach

I remember dipping an amber Nalgene bottle into your waters, the icicle-like sheaths of water falling fast from the dam, algae slipping between toes. Round smooth river rocks, sunlit skies, waters meandering green and blue, feet teasing, talking, fighting with each other. How close the other side of the border, how seemingly effortless the crossing, un-policed. Stones gathered in rings, charred stone. Blackened vestiges of campfires lit by refugees, small fires of hope, re-homing, unbelonging.

(3) San Lorenzo

today you were sandy, summery, overgrown with yellow flowering fennel, pink spires, the bees crazy with heat and pollen.  a redfaced man asked me for a quarter, blessed me when I said no.  the river was higher today, the stones of the riverbed all underwater.  I remembered the swollen brown winter floods, tree trunks drifting fast and dangerous, onlookers gaping from the concrete bridge.  across the way, a group of latino men lounge on blankets.  I think of the working class Chinese who lived and played on the riverbanks in the early 1900s, of who is seen as suspicious, now vs. then. 

(4) Mixing Waters
 

password: lorenzo

Water Ritual - Confluence

(5) Nourishing Life
I used the Salaach and San Lorenzo waters to nourish a small bunch of wildflowers gathered from the banks of the San Lorenzo.  They included California golden poppies, flowering fennel, and more. The water and the bouquet smell of licorice.

Intermixed Poem (as per Shy's suggestion in the comments):