Showing posts with label Tell Me Sister. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Tell Me Sister. Show all posts

Saturday, May 21, 2011

I See, But...

Had a chance to work on my solo a little bit more. I was starting to feel happy with the latest version performed in Wisconsin, but the Uma section still wasn't as strong as I would like it to be. Here I improvised putting more cloth into it. It's a bit messy, but I'd like some feedback to know if I should work to solidify this before perfecting it.

I See, But... (post tour rehearsal) from Shyamala Moorty on Vimeo.


password: Sunoh!

Questions for feedback:

1. How is the use of the cloth in the Uma section and in the shame section?


2. How is the trajectory of build of the piece? Are their places it needs to build more?


3. The overall tone of this rehearsal is a bit heavier then previous versions. Do you prefer one tone over the other?


3. Other feedback or ideas?

PLEASE GIVE FEEDBACK BY JUNE 5

Tuesday, April 5, 2011

Premiere: Sunoh at the Miles Playhouse!

If you saw the show please leave feedback in the comments below!

New Video documentation is thanks to Carol McDowell and photos are thanks to Amish Desai


password "voice"

1. Preshow:
Sandra's shadow on back wall
bollywood clips on small scrim
Shy collecting cliches/stereotypes from audience about themselves and Cynthia putting them into live feed on big scrim.




2. Cyber Chat 1 on big scrim
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VSY5o4P_-vI&feature=player_embedded




3. Mixed Bag



Password: "Miles"


Mixed Bag from Shyamala Moorty on Vimeo.

4. Wall of cliches stay up as Cyn sadly cleans up the stage

5. Learning to Walk Like Radha



password "oh krishna"
footage from Feb Highways performance
6. cliche wall stays up on main screen with Sad courtesan on back wall

7. Cyber Chat 2 on small scrim

http://www.vimeo.com/21902064


Cyber Chat 2 from Shyamala Moorty on Vimeo.


8. Shy's letter

Password: "Miles"
http://www.vimeo.com/21967391


I see, but from Shyamala Moorty on Vimeo.


Intermission
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1. Sandra's Skype call on small scrim


password: interlude


Sunoh Interlude from Sandra Chatterjee on Vimeo.


2. The Thorn the Leaf and the Butterfly
password "Uma"

3. Anj's skype/blog response
skype on little scrim
dance video on big scrim

4. Ranri
http://vimeo.com/21967464
password: "Miles"


Ranri from Shyamala Moorty on Vimeo.


5. Marks

http://www.vimeo.com/21968225
password: "Miles"

Marks, Miles from Shyamala Moorty on Vimeo.


BOW:


Our collaborators left to right: Ravi Deo, Cynthia Ling Lee, Shyamala Moorty, Loren Nerell, and Sangita Shresthova. Not pictured: Carole Kim, Mona Heinze, Kedar Lawrence and the rest of the Post Natyam Collective -Anjali Tata and Sandra Chatterjee!

Monday, January 3, 2011

Retreat Day 1: Courtesan Cliche studies

Hari Krishnan, our director gave us an assignment to each come up with 5 cliche of courtesans and then make short studies of each stereotypes.

The password for them all is "cliche"


Anj's cliches in the following order: seductress, servant of god, cheap prostitute whore, beautiful, Man’s servant


Cynthia's cliches in the following order: STD, crass, Gungat/veil, powerful, money hungry


Shyamala's cliches in the following order: exotic temple dancer, Shameful, innocent victim of society, Oriental fantasy, loose woman


Sandra's cliches in the following order: fetishized; commercially sexualized; past; attitude

Sandra's study 1:

Babli Cliche 1- draft from Sandra Chatterjee on Vimeo.

Sandra's other cliche studies:

Sandra other cliche studies from Sandra Chatterjee on Vimeo.



And Cynthia made a monologue that might insert into "Tell me, Sister" after the sand video is projected on her sari and before the wrist video is projected on her back.

password is "tell me"

Monday, December 6, 2010

NET MicroFest

Here are the latest versions of some of our work-in-progress material, as performed at the NET MicroFest on Dec 5.

I choreographed my live dance in relation to Sandra's video, which originally integrated abhinaya and theory on exoticism.


password "NET"
Here is the latest experiment with expanding Tell Me, Sister.  I post this only for the sake of dialogue, for the footage taken this day stays zoomed out the whole time, which unfortunately means that you can't see any of the video on my back or the nuances of abhinaya, and thus lose the majority of the intent of the work.  However, several things may be useful to watch.  If you watch the end starting at 9:30, you'll get a sense of the transition from the sitting abhinaya to skin. Currently I don't think this works, as it seems to visually distract from my performance rather than undermining the courtesan by inscribing her with societal discourse or making the audience aware of their gaze upon her.  Also under debate is how I transition from widow to courtesan, which not everyone is finding believable.  To see this transition as currently stands, watch from 5:50.


At the moment I feel this solo is no longer holding together as a cohesive whole -- like it's trying to accomplish too much and exploding at the seams.  At this moment I'd like to let it explode, fragment, be blown apart and freed from the narrative structure it's currently encased in to see what might happen.  Incidentally, a friend who's experienced abuse compared the experience to being exploded apart -- fragmented -- and that as you try to put yourself together, you never quite achieve the same "wholeness" as before.  So too the histories of the courtesan are fragmented, incomplete, and irrecoverable.  I wonder if we can reflect this compositionally.


Also, here are notes I took based on the feedback session we had after the Sunday show, with respondents Carole Kim (who focuses on live video performance and performance-based video installation) and Carol McDowell (dancer, improviser, interdisciplinary artist).   



Thursday, November 25, 2010

A duet for one: dancing with virtual Sandra

Recently Sandra developed a new solo with video projection that was filmed outdoors in Munich.  The video projection intercuts footage of her dancing with academic theory about exoticism.  Sandra's solo was performed at the IGNITE! contemporary dance festival in Delhi and served as the opening section of "Tell Me, Sister" (see projection solo in progress), which I performed instead of Shyamala.

While in Delhi, Sandra and I discussed that it might be interesting to repeat her projection material throughout the course of the larger show, but with different performers doing the live dance.  So for this study I choreographed myself in relation to her, drawing on her original movement material.  For this version, I envision that rather than having the theory present, it might be nice for the sections of writing to be replaced by a simple white background.

password: "bier tent"

video: Sandra Chatterjee
live dance: Cynthia Ling Lee
direction: Shyamala Moorty

Feedback Questions:
(1) What do you see as being the relationship between myself and Sandra's projection?  How does the relationship evolve?
(2) How do you imagine that this version colors, shifts, and changes Sandra's original version?
(3) How do you think this material relates to other material from our process and to the larger show?
(4) What kind of sound/music do you think would support the piece?
(5) Is this compelling enough material to keep working on?  Suggestions for further development?

Wednesday, November 24, 2010

Tawaif, Interrupted, or, Theorizing the Courtesan

Since learning to perform "Tell Me, Sister," the story of the child widow who is abused by her in-laws and empowers herself by becoming a courtesan, I have been thinking about the piece's ending.  I would like to avoid romanticizing the figure of the courtesan as some sort of "proto-feminist."  Rather, I would like to recognize that she exercised her agency and power within the confines of a patriarchal structure.  I also feel that it is ultimately impossible as a contemporary woman and classically trained dancer to understand and grasp the historical courtesan in any sort of "pure" way, unmediated by society's myriad perceptions of her.

Thus I've been toying with the idea of undermining the courtesan at the height of her power by having Chakravarty's theory on how the courtesan is regarded in Indian cultural consciousness typed upon my face as I do sitting abhinaya.  This would occur during what was formerly the ending of Tell Me, Sister.  The image was inspired by one of the images from my artbook, Harassing the Sanskrit Heroine :

Shyamala and I tried this in rehearsal, and at first it seemed potentially interesting:

password "shyamalabai"

In addition, Sangita and I recently collaborated on reworking my dance-for-camera study, "skin," which uses the same theoretical text.  After reshooting it, Sangita did a beautiful job editing the footage into mysterious, organic imagery where Sumita Chakravarty's academic theory slips and melts on the not-quite-recognizable landscape of the female body.

I thought it might be interesting to transition from typing the theory on my face to a projection of "skin" that I would somehow interact with live.  However, we ran into some technical problems -- the two projections interrupt each other when the "skin" projection fills the back wall (which is why they are side by side here, rather than fading from one to another).  In addition, the typing on my face spills over to the back wall in a way I find distracting.  Here is rehearsal footage of this experiment:
password: "discursive"
Feedback Questions:
(1) Based on this footage, I'm thinking I may scrap the typing on my face altogether and instead transition straight from the sitting abhinaya into interacting with the projection on the back wall.  Do you think this is a good idea?
(2) Which movements are most effective with the video projection?  (I was just improvising ad hoc here.)
(3) What do you see as being the relationship between myself and the projection?
(4) How long do you stay interested in myself interacting with the projection?  Would you like to see less or more?
(5) Other thoughts/suggestions?

Saturday, November 20, 2010

Tell Me, Sister! Projection November 2010 (Babli)

In preparation for our presentation during IGNITE! Festival in New Delhi, I revisited the idea of exotification. I also drew on one of Anjali's early assignments working with a Varnam
Here is a link to the assignment itself

My intention was basically to create a dialogue between engaging with abhinaya and thoughts around "the exotic" which come from my contemporary reality of encountering an exotifying gaze while presenting classical dance on the (diasporic) stage.

These are a few ideas I played with for a projection. During IGNITE, this was projected onto the back wall from a projector placed in the aisle. A stark black shadow was created by my body moving with the projection. However since I was dressed in white, the projected image- while disrupted by my body- was still visible (distorted) on my white costume.

Password: tell me babli

Tell Me Sister Projection Babli, November 2010 from Sandra Chatterjee on Vimeo.



Here are the two versions without the text that I worked with:

tell me sister babli intro 2 from Sandra Chatterjee on Vimeo.


password: tell me babli 2

Tell Me, Sister, Babli intro draft 1 from Sandra Chatterjee on Vimeo.


password: tell me babli 1

Sunday, September 19, 2010

Shyamala's response to August Assignment

I thought a lot about Uma's story living through 30 years with an abusive husband while I was listening over and over again to the music that Loren created from her recorded voice. I knew I wanted to explore the white fabric and was also thinking a lot about a Window Between World's workshop for domestic violence survivors called Journey Butterflies.

During the process I discovered a way to use the cloth that reminded me of Anj's Aprill 2009 study and of the sculptures of Simeen Ishaque Farhatfeel. I actually feel like I am one of her sculptures come to life: http://www.simeen.net/

After I made it, while watching it on video, I did feel the need to have one other kind of music at the end, so I added in an excerpt of a track by Deuter.

My first audience was the support group, I shared it with them yesterday and was really amazed by all their interpretations and the connections they made to their own experiences.

I look forward to hearing responses from those that have not shared her experience as well. So please comment!

PASSWORD: Uma


Silent Cry from Shyamala Moorty on Vimeo.



Questions:
1. What do you see and experience?
2. Are there images or movements that you think could be explored more?
3. Is there anything that distracts you from being in the experience?
4. Do the breath and/or laughter sounds I make towards the end distract from or enhance the experience? Perhaps they could be developed a bit rhythmically?
5. Do you want to hear more of Uma's actual story or do you like it more abstract?
6. Any other comments, questions, thoughts?

Saturday, August 7, 2010

August Creative Assignment "Inhaling all the fragrance"

"…When I grow the roses I go and admire and I put my face on top of them and smell and inhaling all the fragrance….life is like that, I thought in the beginning. But it’s not always….I want to smell the rose I want to feel the dew…all those small, small details I enjoy it, but I didn’t have it.” -Uma

Loren is creating a piece of music using audio excerpts of my interview with Uma, one of women from SAN's AWAZ domestic violence survivor support group. He will be sending everyone the music by Sunday or Monday evening. Using Loren’s music and referencing my interview notes, make a dance for the stage (we have so much video material that I am challenging us to think of the live audience again). The piece should be one that is both artistic and humane, and is based on some seed or essence of Uma’s story that interests you. Whatever you make, have an awareness of the other material we have been creating for the show.

DUE: AUG. 30th

Thursday, August 5, 2010

Interview of survivor from SAN support group

I interviewed one of the women from SAN’s (South Asian Network) AWAZ support group for survivors of domestic violence. Uma is currently separating from her husband and she and I spent over two hours with her story that spans 30 years of marriage. Below are several excerpts of the interview that struck me as interesting and how I feel they connect into Post Natyam’s current work:

"…One day he called me and say come here I want to talk to you…'tell me how much you love me. Tell me how much you love me, how much, how much, how much you love me?' I kept quiet and quiet. 'Tell me how much you love me.' Inside of my heart saying: 'you’re not worth it, you’re not worth it, you’re not worth it.' I could ask him the same question: How much do you love me? Did you honor that love that I gave it to you.? Did you give me that respect? Did you give me that honor?...Where is the dignity?... I didn’t say that I love him, he beat me up. He kicked me, I fell down on the floor, he kicked me up. Because I didn’t tell him I love him." - Uma

In the quotes above I am struck by Uma’s resilience and belief in her own dignity even in the face of a beating. Similarly, Veena Oldenburg’s fieldwork in her article “Lifestyle as Resistance: The case of the courtesans of Lucknow, India,” documents the story of a young widow is ill-treated by her in-laws but still finds ways to resist:

"I had no recourse to the laws, or to lawyers, only to my wits sharpened by adversity. I first tried to get back at them with sly acts of sabotage. I did the washing up indifferently, leaving a dull film on the metal platters and the pots. For this my mother-in-law thrashed me. I would sneak into the kitchen when my sister-in-law had finish-ed cooking and add a heavy dose of salt to the lentils and vegetables. I would hide my smile when I heard the yells and abuse heaped on her by the menfolk. She caught me one day and thrashed me soundly until I howled with pain."



Another connection I found in the interview was a desire for beauty and sensuality through the imagery of a flower. I am coincidentally exploring a similar idea in the end of a new piece I am working on “Tell me, Sister” based on the same story from the Oldenburg article.

"…When I grow the roses I go and admire and I put my face on top of them and smell and inhaling all the fragrance….life is like that, I thought in the beginning. But it’s not always….I want to smell the rose I want to feel the dew…all those small, small details I enjoy it, but I didn’t have it." -Uma

Here is a work in progress of “Tell me, Sister.” Since I first performed it in Post Natyam Unveiled, Cynthia and I have been working on creating the final section (after the projections). In this last section, the character explores her own flowering from within. The lovely sarengi music in the final section will replaced with a new composition by Loren.

PASSWORD: Tell me


Tell me, Sister (work in progress) from Shyamala Moorty on Vimeo.


Finally, I was surprised in the interview that Uma's fury was more about his infidelity then for his violence:

“If he is worth it, I would put up with anything, torturing, kicking, or even pricking a needle on my fingers. I will put up with it, but he is not worth it. If he has only alcohol habit…I could put up with it, but going with the different women and coming back, isn’t worth it.” -Uma

Here is a Padam (poem that was often sung and danced to) from the Telugu courtesan repertoire that deals with infidelity from a book Post Natyam has used material from in previous creative assignments: “When God Is a Customer” Edited and translated by A.K. Ramanujan, Velcheru Narayana Rao, and David Schulman.

A Woman to Her Friend

Friend, I didn’t say a word.
It would be a shame
if others were to hear.

He came with a glisten of mascara
still on his lips.
When I said it hurt me,
he made a scene.

When my friends asked me
what had happened,
I laughed it off,
covered it up.


I didn’t say a word

He wasn’t afraid to come home
with the red lac from her feet
on his forehead.
Still, he had the nerve
to ask for a hug.

I was furious
but, hiding it,
I protested gently.
I said it wasn’t right.
He raised his voice and,
fearing where it might lead,
I gave in.

As in the saying
about the thorn and the banana leaf,
it’s always the leaf that gets torn.

I didn’t say a word

Friend, he came here
with her betel juice
staining his neck
yet asked m for a kiss.
It seemed improper
to hurt a man
who had come to me.

But when he made love to me
as well as ever,
I felt obliged, and

I didn’t say a word


-Ksetrayya


The Pallavi or repeating refrain “I didn’t say a word,” is reminiscent of one other moment in the interview:

"…That was my silent cry. I was silently crying inside, but nobody knows outside. But now I'm not crying I'm speaking…I want to be me. I’m bold I have strength, I want to keep my head up and live with dignity!"-Uma

Saturday, May 22, 2010

Post Natyam Unveiled: a lecture-demonstration and performance


On May 15, 2010, Cynthia and Shyamala presented Post Natyam Unveiled at the Khmer Arts Academy in Long Beach, California as part of the Khmer Arts Salon series curated by Prumsodun Ok.  This performance and lecture-demonstration allowed us to articulate and share our long-distance collaborative process with a group of warm and engaged artistic colleagues, friends, and supporters.  The discussion of our long-distance process was bracketed by live performances of finished choreographic works reflective of our individual choreography and smaller scale local collaborations.

The following is a condensed, online version of Post Natyam Unveiled that allows our audiences further afield to experience some of the richness of the evening.
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Cynthia: We’ll begin the evening with “dreaming in taal,” a duet that draws on the North Indian classical traditions of kathak and tabla in a contemporary framework.  This sinuous, meditative piece takes an unconventional approach to taal (time) by exploring cross-rhythms that allow dancer and musician to be in rhythmic relationships other than unison.  

choreography: Cynthia Lee
original music: Lenny Seidman, adapted by Ravindra Deo
performance: Cynthia Lee and Ravindra Deo
Material for dreaming in taal was developed at The Swarthmore Project, a residency program for choreographers and dancers sponsored by Swarthmore College, Swarthmore, PA.

Shyamala: The Post Natyam Collective creates contemporary approaches to South Asian dance.  While each of us is trained differently, we all have training in at least one South Asian dance form, including Bharatanatyam, Kuchipudi, Kathak, and Charya Nritya.  These forms share a focus on rhythm, facial expression, hand gestures, and story-telling.  We make these forms relevant to our contemporary realities by investigating them through scholarship, activism, and artistic innovation.  As a collective, we rotate our roles as directors, choreographers, and performers.  We also workshop each other’s individual works and engage in small-scale local collaborations with each other.

One unusual aspect of the Post Natyam Collective is that we are multinational, with members are based in Kansas, Munich/New Delhi, and Los Angeles.  We’d like to introduce you to our other two members through “Cyber Chat, Cyber Spat.”  This work-in-progress video is an artistic version of our long distance administrative meetings via SKYPE and our first attempt to make something together online from our separate geographic locations.



Cyber Chat from Post Natyam Collective on Vimeo.
video editorial arrangement: Sangita Shresthova
music composition: Cynthia Lee, drawing on kathak rhythmic compositions from Bandana Sen and a ghazal by Begum Akhtar
sound manipulation: Loren Nerell

Cynthia: Because we are physically scattered across continents and are not often able to gather in a studio, the Post Natyam Collective decided to experiment with using the internet to collaborate artistically towards the end of 2008.  This online collaborative process, which has included giving each other assignments, posting videos, and providing each other feedback, is centralized on this blog in the hopes of inviting a larger public dialogue into our process.

Our online collaboration has become geared towards a central project that contains three major threads: (1) our use of internet age technologies (2) the figure of the courtesan in the Indian subcontinent and (3) our community work with survivors of domestic violence.  For the time being we are defining "courtesan" as broadly as possible to include the devadasis, South Indian temple dancers who were involved in systems of sexual and economic patronage, the high class tawaifs and baijis of North India and Pakistan, and even modern-day sex workers.  Our interest in the courtesans stems in part from the fact that historically they contributed deeply to Indian classical dance, particularly in abhinaya, a form of acting in which the performer interprets love poetry with gesture and facial expression.  But aside from their aesthetic legacy, we are interested in the stories of the courtesans' lived realities and how those stories might explode the poetic surface of what we’ve learned as classical dancers. 

As we started investigating the figure of the courtesan together, we found that the online medium encouraged a technique of “translating” each other's material, so that choreography became an ongoing series of transformations instead of the co-creation of a single product.  I’ll illustrate this for you now by walking you through one such a series of transformations.
thumri

why[                        ]beloved
                       
                        quarreling[
riverbank don’t[

]wrist[                                                                                                  


please[
bindadin says                       
grab[                        ]shame
i will[                                                ]i will go[            
This poem is part of a larger artbook, Harassing the Sanskrit Heroine, that incorporates poetry and photographic image to interrogate the light classical North Indian song form of thumri.  Thumri was widely performed by North Indian courtesans and continues to be danced by modern-day kathak dancers.  My poem is a translation by erasure.  I took a rough English translation of “Kahe Rukata,” the first thumri I ever learned from my guru Bandana Sen in Kolkata, and removed many of the phrases to create a different poem, using empty spaces and brackets to suggest that something had been erased.  This compositional method was inspired by Anne Carson’s translations of the Greek poet Sappho, whose work only exists in fragments today.  When writing the poem, I was thinking about how evocative a fragment can be, but also about how much is lost to history, particularly in an oral tradition, and about the incompleteness of our knowledge when situated in the diaspora, for we are often not fully fluent in the language of the songs we perform.

On the flip side, fragmented knowledge also allows room for us to move in the empty spaces, to fill in the blanks with our imaginations.  So next, I wrote a translation through expansion, taking a single word in this poem, wrist, and riffing off it.  The style of this poem was influenced by American experimental language poets Gertrude Stein (Tender Buttons) and Harryette Mullen (Trimmings).  Written through a female-centered lens, their writings refract an object in a multi-faceted, nonlinear fashion that has been compared to Cubism.
Click below to hear Cynthia read ]wrist[:
 ]wrist[ by cynthialinglee

This poem later inspired our Kansas-based member, Anjali, to translate the text into a dance-for-camera piece.  Much like my poem zoomed in on a particular word, Anjali’s piece used the camera to zoom in on her hands. 
]wrist[ from Post Natyam Collective on Vimeo.

After Anjali made her video, Shyamala transformed the material further by making a live performance in which Anjali’s video is projected on her body.  This work-in-progress is a response to an assignment that asked us to depict the real-life story of a child widow who escaped the familial abuse of her in-laws by becoming a courtesan and also includes an excerpt from my video, “bitter salt.”  

Tell Me, Sister (in progress) from Shyamala Moorty on Vimeo.



choreography and performance: Shyamala Moorty
direction: Cynthia Lee
recorded music: Zakir Hussain and Loren Nerell
live music: Ravindra Deo
video: Cynthia Lee and Anjali Tata
story taken from Veena Talwar Oldenberg’s “Lifestyle as Resistance: the case of the courtesans of Lucknow, India” 

Shyamala: I asked the audience for their impressions of my performance, and they had many fascinating interpretations:

“After she lost her husband, she is showing her inner feeling....It’s in silence, not with words; she is not speaking with anything other than her actions.  She is feeling that she lost her husband, that she needs that passion, that love, that breath that she felt, that love that she shared with him that she doesn’t have anymore.”

“I didn’t see any love but more being trapped by the institution of marriage and the woman’s or the wife’s dependency on a male to define her role.  You know, with having to hoe the field and then being trapped and marked by her status as a widow.  Seeing that text [a widow in white] repeated twice reiterated her identity as a widow.  But then at the end she releases that white and she’s sort like, “Hey, I’m a sexy woman, I’m not just this widow in white.”  She leaves us like...where are you going?  Come back, I want to see more.  In a provocative way.”

“I was thinking about the color of white and how to some people that’s the color of mourning and to some people it is a bride....I remember the words...“one child bride,” and when it said that it connected a whole other series of correlations for me because I was remembering how in many cultures the young child is exploited and sent into marriage without the child having any idea what is happening.  So then my mind went into that whole scenario, and the combination of the video with the hands and the movements of the body were like trying to release that bondage that had been created.  And then it was beautiful the manner in which you ended because when you went so coyly away I wanted to say, “Wait a minute, I want to see more of that!”

“I just loved how dynamic it was to see, first of all, this projection, which is something coming from outside onto your body, but then that the hands – looking at one’s hands is a perspective that we only get of ourselves or someone that you’d be so intimate with, to see hands close up like that.  So there was this interesting thing of standing outside and you becoming a screen and yet the image being so intimate, and so there was this bouncing back and forth.  And to have seen the video first of Anjali’s hands and to see that undulation which is so bodily and then where you brought it...it felt like you really took the energy of her film and brought it into your body.”

Shyamala: While we're interested in the courtesans of the past, we're also interested in the stories of real women today, especially stories of resistance and healing.  Cynthia and I have been honored to be a part of such women's experiences through the South Asian Network (SAN) I have been facilitating workshops for their support group for women who have faced emotional and physical violence or sexual abuse.  In these workshops I have concentrated on stress relief through yoga and self-expression through writing. 

In one exercise, I asked the participants to visualize being reborn as a male as a way to explore gender roles and expectations.  One of the women realized that if she had been born as a male, she would have fallen in love with herself.  The following poem was the result of that beautiful realization: 
password: gender
Once we realized how charged and powerful the writing of this group was, we realized that we could incorporate it into Post Natyam's creative process.  I'd like to share an in-progress study, “Mesmerized,” that Anjali created to the poem I read.  Inspired by a single line of this poem, “Mesmerized” explores the masculine that resides within the feminine as a strength attempting to emerge from the cocoon self.  The pregnant belly reflects these dual genders that reside within one body.
Anj study_3_16_2010 from Post Natyam Collective on Vimeo.


Cynthia: We're very excited that TeAda Productions has agreed to support us in physically bringing together the material generated through our online collaboration process as an evening-length performance including all four collective members in early 2011 in Los Angeles. 

We're going to conclude with another live performance that reflects the smaller scale local collaborations in which Post Natyam members also engage.  This duet, called "not two not one," collides two very different dance-forms, kathak and contact improvisation, to depict a relationship so intimate that it's not always clear where one person starts and the other ends. 

choreography and performance: Cynthia Lee and Shyamala Moorty
original music: Paul Livingstone

The evening culminated with an energetic and engaged question and answer session with the audience, facilitated by Prumsodun Ok.