Showing posts with label Sunoh. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Sunoh. Show all posts

Monday, May 23, 2011

Long-distance Process, Long-distance Products

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In evaluating our long-distance process, we realize that there have been many outcomes of our work together.  We all felt the process was extremely rewarding, despite the fact that we did not achieve an evening length show with all four of us as live performers.  So that we are able to best assess what came out of it, here is a list of the many outcomes so far, along with production history and some ideas for future expansion:

I. LIVE PERFORMANCE WORKS
EVENING-LENGTH:
An evening-length work combining multimedia storytelling and contemporary Indian dance theater to embody women’s stories of being silenced, finding voice, and the importance of sisterly community.  Created by the Post Natyam Collective with Carole Kim (multimedia design), Loren Nerell (music), Ravindra Deo (music), Mona Heinze (dramaturgy), and Sangita Shresthova (dance-media collaboration). The piece currently may be performed as a duet (Cynthia and Shyamala) or a trio (Cynthia, Shyamala, and Anjali).
Trio version performed at:
-National Asian American Theater Festival, Inner-City Arts, 6/24/11 and 6/26/11
Duet version performed at:
-University of Wisconsin-Madison, Madison WI, 4/30/11
-University of Georgia, Athens GA, 4/21/11
-University of Illinois at Champaign-Urbana, Champaign IL, 4/17/11
-Miles Memorial Playhouse, Santa Monica CA, 4/1/11-4/3/11
In-progress showings:
-Bootleg Dance Festival, Bootleg Theater, Los Angeles CA, 3/11.  Cyn/Shy.
-NET Micro-Fest: LA, Atwater Village Theatre, Los Angeles CA, 12/10.  Cyn/Shy.
-TeAda Works, Nate Holden Performing Arts Center, Los Angeles CA, 11/10.  Cyn/Shy.
-IGNITE Festival of Contemporary Dance, Little Theatre Group, New Delhi India, 11/11/10.  Cyn/Sandra.
Ideas for further expansion
-Create and perform other duet/trio versions of the show.
-Curate a related show (maybe of shorter works) that includes some PN material and some material contributed by local collaborators.

SHORTER WORKS:
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Combining contemporary abhinaya (emotional expression in Indian dance), intimate video projections, poetic text, and haunting electro-Hindustani music, Ranri (widow/courtesan) evokes the story of Rasulanbai, a child widow from the 1960s who resisted abuse by her in-laws by escaping to become a courtesan.  Sensual, poignant, and filled with unexpected twists of expectation, the courtesan’s world is unexpectedly revealed as a place of female power and queer female-female love.  Rasulanbai’s story was taken from Oldenburg’s fieldwork on the last remaining courtesan communities of Lucknow, India.  Lucknow, famous for its singing and dancing courtesans, was one of the historical centers of North Indian classical music and kathak dance.  Currently a duet by Cynthia and Shyamala, earlier versions of the piece include a solo by Shyamala, a solo by Cynthia, and a duet by Cynthia and Sandra.
Performed in SUNOH! Tell Me, Sister and at:
-Re-tracing Histories, Re-dancing the Past, Highways Performance Space, Santa Monica CA, 2/11.  Cyn solo.
-Post Natyam Unveiled, Khmer Arts Salon Series, Khmer Arts Academy, Long Beach CA, 5/10.  Shy solo.
-IGNITE Festival of Contemporary Dance, Little Theatre Group, New Delhi India, 11/11/10.  Cyn/Sandra duet.
-DISHA, Rabindranath Tagore Centre, Indian Council for Cultural Relations, Kolkata India, 8/10.  Shy solo.

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improvised choreography and performance: Cynthia Ling Lee
inspired by Simone Forti’s improvisation structures
traditional kathak material learned from Bandana Sen

In this semi-autobiographical solo performance, a talking dancer negotiates a really long piece of cloth while humorously commenting on the conflicts she experienced as a Taiwanese-American feminist attempting to learn classical kathak in Calcutta.
  The cloth transforms from a braid of long hair, to the walls of her dance guru’s house, to the holy river Yamuna, to a dupatta tied across her chest, twisting and tripping her as she butts up against the overwhelming love and expectations of her guru and tradition.  Faced with the requirement to perform gender – to walk like Radha – in ways that she cannot quite grasp or agree with, she finds herself torn between competing impulses to act as obedient disciple, earnest anthropologist, and stubborn feminist. 
Performed in SUNOH! Tell Me, Sister and at Re-tracing Histories, Re-dancing the Past, Highways Performance Space, Santa Monica CA, 2/11/11-2/12/11.

My Silent Cry/The Thorn, the Leaf, and the Butterfly: Based on the story of a domestic violence survivor, The Thorn, The Leaf, and the Butterfly takes a decidedly contemporary look at the tradition of abhinaya (emotional expression in Indian dance).  Gripping, visceral movement images of choking, struggle, and freedom combine with live improvised poetry inspired by the 18th century Indian poet, Ksettraya.

ADD PERFORMANCE HISTORY
Idea for further expansion: Tour with Uma to women’s shelters.

Lost and Found
Inspired by Simone Forti’s method of Logomotion (improvised talking while dancing), in this piece, a woman reclaims her voice.  She revisits the innocent optimism of her childhood and takes us on a journey of loss and rediscovery.
Performed in SUNOH! Tell Me, Sister.

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Oriental dolls, dominatrix gurus, helpless victims, and mail-order brides duke it out in a satirical world where nothing is sacred and identities/costumes can be changed at the drop of a hat.  Mixed Bag collides contemporary Indian dance with political performance art, as the performers explode sexualized, exotified stereotypes of women.  Their tools?  Black leather, audience lap dances, bad accents, plastic mannikins, classical Indian rhythms, and an extra-large dose of belly laughter. 
Performed in SUNOH! Tell Me, Sister and as part of the following lec-dems:
-“Gender, Sexuality, and Performance.” Women’s Studies class. UW-Madison, Madison WI, 4/11. 
-Dance Appreciation Class. U. Georgia, Athens GA, 4/11.

In a poetic layering of live camera feed, projected text, pre-recorded video, and live bodies, Marks creates a mysterious landscape in which women’s bodies are written upon; where labels are negotiated, toyed with, and evaded.  Developed by Carole Kim and inspired by s k i n.
Performed in SUNOH! Tell Me, Sister.
Idea for future expansion: Create a durational performance installation of Marks, perhaps with audience participation.

This improvisational duet enacts an “adda” or conversation between two dancers with hybrid histories, the real and imagined ancestors of their dance memories, a guardian, and a curious friend.  Score by Carol McDowell; performance by Cynthia Ling Lee and Shyamala Moorty.
Performed in Trace, Instruments of Risk Series, Sea and Space Explorations Gallery, Los Angeles CA, 11/09.

This solo incorporates inverted Bharata Natyam, rhythm, and voice to express the emotional crisis of a young South Asian woman struggling to untangle herself from cultural and familial webs.  Created and performed by Shyamala Moorty.
Performed as part of Carrie’s Web and at:
-Trace, Instruments of Risk Series, Sea and Space Explorations Gallery, Los Angeles CA, 11/09.
-Moving Beyond Form, Asian Arts Initiative, Philadelphia PA, 2/10.

II. DANCE FOR CAMERA
A hand tracing patterns in the sand, poetic text, and haunting music evoke the story of Rasulanbai, a child widow from the 1960s who resisted abuse by her in-laws by escaping to become a courtesan. Rasulanbai’s story was taken from Oldenberg’s fieldwork on the last remaining courtesan communities of Lucknow, India.  By Cynthia Ling Lee.
Screened as part of Ranri and SUNOH! Tell Me, Sister.
Idea for future expansion: Make into a stand-alone dance video.

Cyber Chat Series
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Created by Anjali, Sandra, Cynthia, and Shyamala in collaboration with Sangita Shresthova, this series of dance-for-camera shorts takes inspiration from Post Natyam’s extensive use of SKYPE to connect administratively, creatively, and as friends across distance.
An artistic version of the Post Natyam Collective’s administrative meetings, which are held via SKYPE conference call - complete with dropped calls, baby cries and kathak rhythms.   
Screened in SUNOH! Tell Me, Sister and at: 
-NET Micro-Fest: LA, Atwater Village Theatre, Los Angeles CA, 12/10 
-IGNITE Festival of Contemporary Dance, Little Theatre Group, New Delhi India, 11/11/10
Cyber Chat 1.0:  An earlier version of Cyber Chat 1.1 that was edited as a loop of solos, duets, and a quartet.  video coming... (duet version of Shy and Cyn, solo version of Anj as examples)
Screened at:
-Trace, Instruments of Risk Series, Sea and Space Explorations Gallery, Los Angeles CA, 11/09.
-home is where, Natya/STEM, Bangalore India, 12/09
Rhythmic syllables give rise to English as four classical dancers express sisterly sympathy for each other’s shared difficulties via SKYPE.  Screened in SUNOH!  Tell Me, Sister.
Idea for future expansion: Create more Cyber-Chats to add to the series, including a Cyber-Chat PN Manifesto.

This dance-for-camera work ponders on the conflicted image of India's dancer-courtesan through the literal and imagined inscription of post-colonial theory on her eroticized and yet vulnerable body.  By Sangita Shresthova and Cynthia Ling Lee.
Screened as a layer of Marks in SUNOH! Tell Me, Sister and as a stand-alone work at:
-Re-tracing Histories, Re-dancing the Past, Highways Performance Space, Santa Monica CA, 2/11/11-2/12/11.
-TOO MUCH! Queer Marathon, Dance Mission, San Francisco CA, 1/23/11
-IGNITE Festival of Contemporary Dance, Max Mueller Bhavan, New Delhi India, 11/11/10

Snow and Leather (NAME?)
by Sandra Chatterjee
ADD DESCRIPTION and ideas for future expansion, if any

Anjali Tata’s dance-for-camera short is composed of close-ups on the hands (caressing animal-like choking wrist/neck suddenly wild, clean us off, dirty girl).  It has been screened as a stand-alone piece, been projected on a live dancer in Ranri, and been integrated into performance as a live feed in the Thorn, the Leaf, and the Butterfly:
Screened at:
-Post Natyam Unveiled, Khmer Arts Salon Series, Khmer Arts Academy, Long Beach CA, 5/10.  Lec-dem.
-Moving Beyond Form, Asian Arts Initiative, Philadelphia PA, 2/10. With live tabla accompaniment (password: wrist)
-Trace, Instruments of Risk Series, Sea and Space Explorations Gallery, Los Angeles CA, 11/09.  Black and white video installation with poem stenciled in graphite and paint.  
Idea for future expansion: Create a video installation of various recordings of live feeds.

III. ART INSTALLATION
How do our bodies remember, dismember, and reshape the traces of the past?  Trace grapples with a fragmented South Asian aesthetic legacy through a contemporary lens, combining live performance, interactive installation, video, and poetic documentation.   By Cynthia and Shyamala, with long-distance contributions from Sandra and Anjali and performances by local collaborators.  Includes traces from Post Natyam’s transnational creative project.
Performed at Instruments of Risk Series, Sea and Space Explorations Gallery, Los Angeles CA, 11/09.
Idea for future expansion: Create other versions of Trace in different locales, eg by Sandra with Johanna in Munich.

IV. ARTBOOK
Harassing the Sanskrit Heroine
This book interrogates the North Indian light classical song form of thumri, revealing the form's historical layers, erasures, and troubled eroticism by combining poetic text and photographic image.  By Cynthia Ling Lee with photography by Shyamala Moorty.

Exhibited at Trace, Instruments of Risk Series, Sea and Space Explorations Gallery, Los Angeles CA, 11/09.

V. SOCIAL/INTERACTIVE MEDIA
Post Natyam's blog, is an online creative workspace for the collective.  It also serves to document our process and invites outside collaborators and the wider public to dialogue about our work-in-process.  The work shown here is raw, the questions about process are being grappled with constantly, and we give each other feedback while inviting the public to do so as well.  
  
VI. SCHOLARSHIP/EDUCATION
ARTICLE
"Blogging Choreography: Collective Long-Distance Choreographic Practice
." Unpublished article by Cynthia Ling Lee, Sandra Chatterjee, Shyamala Moorty, and Anjali Tata.  2010.
This paper discusses the unconventional choreographic methodology the Post Natyam Collective has developed to collaborate on South Asian aesthetic forms and concepts across geographical distance.  Our long-distance collaboration uses internet technology to traverse multiple time-zones, disciplines, cultural contexts, geographic locales, and movement forms.  We have created a blog to facilitate this process among the collective members, as well as to enable dialogue about our process, our in-progress work, and the issues underpinning our work in the public sphere. The paper intersperses selected excerpts of thae blog with italicized theoretical commentary, reflection, and contextualization. 
Idea for future expansion: Rewrite the paper and submit to journals.

TALKS/LECTURE-DEMONSTRATIONS
“SUNOH! Tell me, Sister: Feminist Approaches, Collective Choreography and Long Distance Collaboration.”
In collaboration with her colleagues from the Post Natyam Collective, Sandra Chatterjee
has been working on the project Sunoh! Tell Me, Sister. The choreographic project was developed via a long-distance process by choreographers who are geographically dispersed and brings together their different aesthetic approaches as well as their distinct feminist approaches. Starting from the artistic legacy of South Asian courtesans, the contemporary South Asian dance and video project also brings together autobiographical narration and outcomes of activist work with survivors of domestic violence. This paper will reflect the negotiation of those different feminist approaches, historical, autobiographical,
and community activist, as the collective members strive to bring them together in one choreographic project.
Ppresented by Sandra at Civilmedia 11: Community Media For Social Change: Low Threshold - High Impact, Salzburg, 14 March 2011.

Gender, Sexuality, and Performance: The Female Body in South Asian Performance.”
A lec-dem tracing gender and sensuality in SUNOH! Tell Me, Sister, combining lecture on courtesan history with teaching abhinaya (hidden tamarind) and demonstration of Mixed Bag.
Presented by Cynthia and Shyamala at Christine Garlough’s women’s studies class.  UW-Madison, Madison WI, 4/11. 
Idea for future expansion: Create an online scholarly conference on courtesans or other issues relevant to SUNOH!  Tell Me, Sister or PN in general.

“Cliches, the Internet, and Contemporary Indian Dance?” 
A lec-dem giving a general introduction to Post Natyam and SUNOH!  Tell Me, Sister.  Included lecture, screening Cyber Chat 1, teaching BN basics, and performing Mixed Bag.
Presented by Cynthia and Shyamala for dance appreciation classes.  U. Georgia, Athens GA, 4/11.

„Blogging Choreography: Long-Distance Choreographie und das künstlerische Vermächtnis indischer Kurtisanentraditionen.” 

In Zusammenarbeit mit ihren Kolleginnen von der Post Natyam Collective arbeitet Sandra Chatterjee im Moment an einem Projekt mit dem Titel Sunoh! Tell Me, Sister, welches sich im südasiatischen Tanz mit der Hinterlassenschaft einer Kurtisanentradition auseinandersetzt. Das Projekt wird in einem long-distance-Prozess entwickelt, durch welchen sich die Choreografinnen, die sich in verschiedenen Ländern befinden, einbringen können. Sandra Chatterjee führt derzeit in Salzburg ihre Forschungstätigkeit am Projekt weiter und wird in ihrem Vortrag vor allem auf die “long-distance” choreographische Arbeitsweise des Kollektivs eingehen.
 Contemporary Artist Talk by Sandra given at Interuniversitärer Schwerpunkt Wissenschaft und Kunst (Paris-Lodron Universität und Universität Mozarteum), Contemporary arts & cultural production. 15.12.2010; Atelier, Wissenschaft und Kunst.

„Rasa Re-routed: Choreographische Übersetzung und das künstlerische Vermächtnis indischer Kurtisanentraditionen.”
Getanzte (Liebes)Lieder aus dem Repertoire der Kurtisanentraditionen sind aktiver Teil der klassischen und populären indischen Tänze. Von Bharatanatyam bis Bollywood zirkulieren sie, in re-interpretierten Versionen, in- und außerhalb des Subkontinents. Der Vortrag, angelehnt an ein konkretes choreographisches Projekt, widmet sich einer kritischen Betrachtung der (re-interpretierten) künstlerischen Vermächtnisse im Kontext eines transnationalen, zeitgenössischen, choreographischen Prozesses.
Given by Sandra as part of the Scientist in Residence program. 25. November 2010; Gendup, Zentrum für Gender Studies und Frauenförderung, Universität Salzburg

"Post Natyam Unveiled"
This lec-dem articulated Post Natyam’s long-distance collaborative process through words and video.  It was bracketed by performance of choreographic works reflective of our individual choreography and smaller scale local collaborations. 
Presented by Cynthia and Shyamala as part of the Khmer Arts Salon Series.  Khmer Arts Academy, Long Beach CA, 5/22/10.
Idea for future expansion: Create a low tech, lec-dem version of SUNOH suitable for academic conferences.

MASTER CLASSES
Contemporary Indian Dance
This workshop combined a yoga-based release warm-up with kathak fundamentals and demo of a phrase from Mixed Bag.
Co-taught by Cynthia and Shyamala for:
-Beginning Modern, U. Illinois, 4/11
-Intermediate/Advanced Modern, U. Illinois, 4/11
-Contemporary Dance III, U. Georgia, 4/11
Idea for future expansion: Document more fully and add to curriculum.

Saturday, May 21, 2011

I See, But...

Had a chance to work on my solo a little bit more. I was starting to feel happy with the latest version performed in Wisconsin, but the Uma section still wasn't as strong as I would like it to be. Here I improvised putting more cloth into it. It's a bit messy, but I'd like some feedback to know if I should work to solidify this before perfecting it.

I See, But... (post tour rehearsal) from Shyamala Moorty on Vimeo.


password: Sunoh!

Questions for feedback:

1. How is the use of the cloth in the Uma section and in the shame section?


2. How is the trajectory of build of the piece? Are their places it needs to build more?


3. The overall tone of this rehearsal is a bit heavier then previous versions. Do you prefer one tone over the other?


3. Other feedback or ideas?

PLEASE GIVE FEEDBACK BY JUNE 5

Thursday, May 19, 2011

Sunoh 3.0: trio version

Cynthia, Anjali and Shyamala met over skype today and came up with the following for a new trio version. We cut a few things because of time restraints and also to stream-line the show thematically

Trio Order
-Preshow: Shy and Anj asking for audience stereotypes, Cyn puts them under live-feed
-Intro organizer? will there be one here?
-"Mixed Bag": trio (need to integrate Anj, see ideas below)
-"Learning to Walk Like Radha": Cyn solo
-"I see, but...": Shy solo
-transition: Cyn and Anj dress Shy? or intermission?
-"The Thorn, the Leaf, and the Butterfly": Cyn (speak), Shy (cloth), Anj (hands)
-"Tonsil story": Anj (Cyn and Shy manipulate cloth around Anj):
-look at showing footage, come up with some cloth imagery/possibilities
-"Ranri": Anj maybe learn Shy's part n Cyn as courtesan
-"Marks": Anj or shy film while other interacts with words, Cyn shadows on back wall


Some initial brainstorming how to involve Anj:

Mixed Bag: Integrating Anj
-Anj dances first section with us in a “pretty, feminine, Indian” costume
-as we transform (Cyn into butch and Shy into valleygirl, Anj remains in the image of feminine Indianness and looks at us with disapproval
-as we dance the chakradar (without sounds?), Anj narrates it as a "serious" padam
-Anj also tells Shy what to do in audience, but contradicting Cyn
-Dominitrix section, Anj is so shocked she can’t even watch

Tonsil Story: Integrating cloth and scrims
-Cynthia and Shyamala manipulate cloth on and around Anj to support her story
-circled or boxed in with cloth and later breaks out of it
-Cyn and shy stretch cloth long between them (like the screen in Bitter Salt), Anj stands behind it in yelling section, her feet are seen and her arms shout over it, maybe she bounces off it
-cloth can be the surgery table and then a bandag around her throat
-Anj can’t speak section from behind the scrim

Tuesday, May 17, 2011

From Duet to Trio

Now that we have the opportunity to perform with Anjali again at the Asian American Theater Festival, we are working reintegrate her into the show.

Here is the flow of the show at the latest location in Wisconsin (thanks to Christine Garlough).  At the end of this post is also the Miles footage (including Anj's and Babli's Skype calls) for reference. 

Some questions to think about when watching the footage:
1. Where do Anj's pieces about the Tigress and about the tonsils go?
2. Do we keep the intermission?
3. How can we integrate Anjali into some or all of the existing material?
4. How do we integrate Cyn and Shy into some or all of Anj's material?
5. How do we integrate the cloth into some or all of Anj's material?

Part 1
First half

Sunoh! first half minus pre-show from Post Natyam Collective on Vimeo.

http://vimeo.com/23716645
Password "Sunoh!"

1. Cyber Chat 1.0
2 Mixed Bag
3 Learning to Walk Like Radha
4 Cyber Chat 2.0
5 I see, but...

Intermission

Part 2:

Sunoh! Wisconsin 2nd half from Shyamala Moorty on Vimeo.

Password: Sunoh!

1. The Thorn, the Leaf, and the Butterfly
2. Ranri
3. Marks


And here's the older version of the whole show from the Miles:


password "voice"

Monday, January 3, 2011

Retreat Day 1: Courtesan Cliche studies

Hari Krishnan, our director gave us an assignment to each come up with 5 cliche of courtesans and then make short studies of each stereotypes.

The password for them all is "cliche"


Anj's cliches in the following order: seductress, servant of god, cheap prostitute whore, beautiful, Man’s servant


Cynthia's cliches in the following order: STD, crass, Gungat/veil, powerful, money hungry


Shyamala's cliches in the following order: exotic temple dancer, Shameful, innocent victim of society, Oriental fantasy, loose woman


Sandra's cliches in the following order: fetishized; commercially sexualized; past; attitude

Sandra's study 1:

Babli Cliche 1- draft from Sandra Chatterjee on Vimeo.

Sandra's other cliche studies:

Sandra other cliche studies from Sandra Chatterjee on Vimeo.



And Cynthia made a monologue that might insert into "Tell me, Sister" after the sand video is projected on her sari and before the wrist video is projected on her back.

password is "tell me"

Sunday, September 19, 2010

Shyamala's response to August Assignment

I thought a lot about Uma's story living through 30 years with an abusive husband while I was listening over and over again to the music that Loren created from her recorded voice. I knew I wanted to explore the white fabric and was also thinking a lot about a Window Between World's workshop for domestic violence survivors called Journey Butterflies.

During the process I discovered a way to use the cloth that reminded me of Anj's Aprill 2009 study and of the sculptures of Simeen Ishaque Farhatfeel. I actually feel like I am one of her sculptures come to life: http://www.simeen.net/

After I made it, while watching it on video, I did feel the need to have one other kind of music at the end, so I added in an excerpt of a track by Deuter.

My first audience was the support group, I shared it with them yesterday and was really amazed by all their interpretations and the connections they made to their own experiences.

I look forward to hearing responses from those that have not shared her experience as well. So please comment!

PASSWORD: Uma


Silent Cry from Shyamala Moorty on Vimeo.



Questions:
1. What do you see and experience?
2. Are there images or movements that you think could be explored more?
3. Is there anything that distracts you from being in the experience?
4. Do the breath and/or laughter sounds I make towards the end distract from or enhance the experience? Perhaps they could be developed a bit rhythmically?
5. Do you want to hear more of Uma's actual story or do you like it more abstract?
6. Any other comments, questions, thoughts?

Saturday, August 7, 2010

August Creative Assignment "Inhaling all the fragrance"

"…When I grow the roses I go and admire and I put my face on top of them and smell and inhaling all the fragrance….life is like that, I thought in the beginning. But it’s not always….I want to smell the rose I want to feel the dew…all those small, small details I enjoy it, but I didn’t have it.” -Uma

Loren is creating a piece of music using audio excerpts of my interview with Uma, one of women from SAN's AWAZ domestic violence survivor support group. He will be sending everyone the music by Sunday or Monday evening. Using Loren’s music and referencing my interview notes, make a dance for the stage (we have so much video material that I am challenging us to think of the live audience again). The piece should be one that is both artistic and humane, and is based on some seed or essence of Uma’s story that interests you. Whatever you make, have an awareness of the other material we have been creating for the show.

DUE: AUG. 30th

Thursday, August 5, 2010

Interview of survivor from SAN support group

I interviewed one of the women from SAN’s (South Asian Network) AWAZ support group for survivors of domestic violence. Uma is currently separating from her husband and she and I spent over two hours with her story that spans 30 years of marriage. Below are several excerpts of the interview that struck me as interesting and how I feel they connect into Post Natyam’s current work:

"…One day he called me and say come here I want to talk to you…'tell me how much you love me. Tell me how much you love me, how much, how much, how much you love me?' I kept quiet and quiet. 'Tell me how much you love me.' Inside of my heart saying: 'you’re not worth it, you’re not worth it, you’re not worth it.' I could ask him the same question: How much do you love me? Did you honor that love that I gave it to you.? Did you give me that respect? Did you give me that honor?...Where is the dignity?... I didn’t say that I love him, he beat me up. He kicked me, I fell down on the floor, he kicked me up. Because I didn’t tell him I love him." - Uma

In the quotes above I am struck by Uma’s resilience and belief in her own dignity even in the face of a beating. Similarly, Veena Oldenburg’s fieldwork in her article “Lifestyle as Resistance: The case of the courtesans of Lucknow, India,” documents the story of a young widow is ill-treated by her in-laws but still finds ways to resist:

"I had no recourse to the laws, or to lawyers, only to my wits sharpened by adversity. I first tried to get back at them with sly acts of sabotage. I did the washing up indifferently, leaving a dull film on the metal platters and the pots. For this my mother-in-law thrashed me. I would sneak into the kitchen when my sister-in-law had finish-ed cooking and add a heavy dose of salt to the lentils and vegetables. I would hide my smile when I heard the yells and abuse heaped on her by the menfolk. She caught me one day and thrashed me soundly until I howled with pain."



Another connection I found in the interview was a desire for beauty and sensuality through the imagery of a flower. I am coincidentally exploring a similar idea in the end of a new piece I am working on “Tell me, Sister” based on the same story from the Oldenburg article.

"…When I grow the roses I go and admire and I put my face on top of them and smell and inhaling all the fragrance….life is like that, I thought in the beginning. But it’s not always….I want to smell the rose I want to feel the dew…all those small, small details I enjoy it, but I didn’t have it." -Uma

Here is a work in progress of “Tell me, Sister.” Since I first performed it in Post Natyam Unveiled, Cynthia and I have been working on creating the final section (after the projections). In this last section, the character explores her own flowering from within. The lovely sarengi music in the final section will replaced with a new composition by Loren.

PASSWORD: Tell me


Tell me, Sister (work in progress) from Shyamala Moorty on Vimeo.


Finally, I was surprised in the interview that Uma's fury was more about his infidelity then for his violence:

“If he is worth it, I would put up with anything, torturing, kicking, or even pricking a needle on my fingers. I will put up with it, but he is not worth it. If he has only alcohol habit…I could put up with it, but going with the different women and coming back, isn’t worth it.” -Uma

Here is a Padam (poem that was often sung and danced to) from the Telugu courtesan repertoire that deals with infidelity from a book Post Natyam has used material from in previous creative assignments: “When God Is a Customer” Edited and translated by A.K. Ramanujan, Velcheru Narayana Rao, and David Schulman.

A Woman to Her Friend

Friend, I didn’t say a word.
It would be a shame
if others were to hear.

He came with a glisten of mascara
still on his lips.
When I said it hurt me,
he made a scene.

When my friends asked me
what had happened,
I laughed it off,
covered it up.


I didn’t say a word

He wasn’t afraid to come home
with the red lac from her feet
on his forehead.
Still, he had the nerve
to ask for a hug.

I was furious
but, hiding it,
I protested gently.
I said it wasn’t right.
He raised his voice and,
fearing where it might lead,
I gave in.

As in the saying
about the thorn and the banana leaf,
it’s always the leaf that gets torn.

I didn’t say a word

Friend, he came here
with her betel juice
staining his neck
yet asked m for a kiss.
It seemed improper
to hurt a man
who had come to me.

But when he made love to me
as well as ever,
I felt obliged, and

I didn’t say a word


-Ksetrayya


The Pallavi or repeating refrain “I didn’t say a word,” is reminiscent of one other moment in the interview:

"…That was my silent cry. I was silently crying inside, but nobody knows outside. But now I'm not crying I'm speaking…I want to be me. I’m bold I have strength, I want to keep my head up and live with dignity!"-Uma